Stressssss !

Hi stalkers~ so lately ni aku agk stress jgkla. As i stated in prev post, my depression nk wt comeback balik dh. Tbh aku bru habis bljr. So now i rly hve no idea wht to do with my life. Aku xde plan lgi stkt ni. All i know is i just wanna have a break for a while. Maybe a month kot. But i hve social anxiety. Im scared to hadap people while im on my break. Takut kkgi org tnye aku dh wt mende leni blabla. Aku takut sbb aku dahu nk jwb npe. So i keep overthinking this thing lately n yeah its kinda make me stress lol. Idk lah. Im so done with everything. Cant these makcik bawang just shut up n jaga kain sendiri je? Sibuk betul la nk tahu hal org haih. Aku xkesah kalu ye nk kate ke aku pun. Tp aku takut ye banding2 kan aku ni nge ank ye ke or something. It might embarrassed my parent. Idw la they get sad bcos of me. Hm. Sorry mom. Sorry dad. Im such a useless kid 😔